Feelings, they suck.

I can feel them. The trees in my head have sprouted. They didn't bloom flowers, they don't have birds chirping. They have moss. Sick disgusting moss. It makes my head ache, it makes my stomach churn, it makes me want to jump off a cliff just to get away from the feeling.

I can't do that you see.

The moss has been planted.

And it's been planted by me.

And all I want to do is feel the air hit my face as it dances over my ears and through my hair. All I want is to forget what I know and run as fast as I can. When I'll run, I don't know. Where I'll run I don't know. All I feel is sad.

I try so hard to forget their faces as I plunge myself deeper into the water.


I see your face in my mind as I fly away.
Cuz none of us want to think we can't stay

People are people and sometimes we change our lines
But it's killing me to think I've been gone for all this time.

Memories play in my head like a sad movie
It's the kind of ending you don't really wanna see

Cuz it the truth and it will only bring me down
Now I don't want to think that you're not around

And we know it's never simple never easy
For you to see me, no one here to see me

You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe without you but I have to

Breathe, without you but I have to.